The Hardest Thing

We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And baby it's killin' me, it's killin' you
Both of us tryin' to be strong
I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
Someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

Chorus:
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind
Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know
'Cause there can be no happy ending

[Chorus]

Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

[Chorus]

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I used to think this was from his heart, funny!
98 degrees, u make me sick!

I miss u

My Everything

Listening to 98 degrees
Remind me of the old time in Form5
I remember I love listening to them
And also Backstreet Boys

And I recall
Of last night dream
I think he appeared

All of a sudden
Memories are fresh in my mind again

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*I do(cherish you) - My Everything*

Kids

I always imagine
How do they look like when they grow up
I wish I get to see

And I got a sudden thought
I wish to be a mother already
When I see how the kids stick to their mom
The excitement when they see their parents

I'm loving this job
Just I got very impatient sometimes
Kids always reveal the true self
Its very easy to get along with them
Compare to the adults who always put on a mask

Off to KL

Off to KL later
Will be back real soon
Wish me a safe and nice trip

XoXo
:)

我和远离的结识



我已经 说服自己
我已经 确定不已
关心 它还是超乎瓶盖

好人 总是难做
普通朋友 原来可以很难
我没有丝毫的遐想与企图心
却害怕被人误会

原来 还是会压力
男生 女生 不该是朋友
至少不是这种关系
轻者自清 狗屁不通 只是自我安慰

远离 它不是我的好友
也或许在必要时刻 我得和它结为良朋

Bad Dinner

I had my dinner at May Garden Restaurant which is located at Penang Road, beside Cititel Hotel today. It was bad baD BAD!!!

The first time I eat till I got frustrated.
Rice is the most important dish for Oriental food, ain't?! The waitress gave us imbalance amount of rice in different bowl, WTF!! (White rice mean very much to me) The other orders came, its not very tasty but still edible.

Another thing, its either the person who took order got problem or d cook. My dad ordered fish, asked her to give us the meat, but they gave us a head. Just head, WTF!! How to eat? And yet, its not all well cooked, there were still some raw part. !@#$% We told the (Is either supervisor or manager), he just oh and oh, he didn't even say sorry and offer to cook for us. Although we ate till almost done, there's still meat la SHIT YOU!! He examined then ask what should he do to the fish, as in how to cook. WTF! He some more suggested to get it fried. He then came out from the kitchen and say the fish can not be "rescued". Its not an issue anymore, I've got enough of the attitude!!

The stupid rice cost RM1.50 per bowl, and RM55 for the god damn head. Brilliant! You're welcome but I'm not going again!

*Angry Angry*

卓文萱 - 一秒也好


张芸京 - 让我照顾你


l.o.v.e ♥

Parents - Kids

How many of us really talk to our parents? How many parents really care about their children? Maybe I'm being extreme again, but I'm very disagree with the parents nowadays.

I'm trying to get to know the kids more, and I hope I can at least help 'em a lil.
Most of them wake up at 6.50a.m. every morning, get prepared and they'll reach the day care centre before 8a.m. , cause both of the parents have to work. After school, around 6.40p.m. only they can go home. They will go to bed at in between 11p.m and 12a.m. Yea, primary kids, sleep so late. Maybe is no big deal, but is totally different compared to us. My point, in between 4hours time, they have to bath, dinner, do homework and watch TV, the parents also need time to clean up the house and rest. How is it possible for them to really communicate? (This is only for those who send their kids to day care centre)

I asked one of them, my favourite girl, who's the person she talks to the most in a day. She said me. (Wt... rite?) She said after school, she'll watch cartoon, then bath, dinner, then TV again and sleep by 10p.m. She din purposely go talk to her parents, and neither their parents. This is why kids nowadays are so clever, mature and naughtier. Most of the time, they have to be independent. In school, they have many kind of friends. Back at home, they don't tell, parents don't ask, they don't even know how their kids behave!

Standard one kids, they are speaking foul language, why? Why? WHY? Standard one, without dad, and mom is dating a new boyfriend. What do y'all think? What I see is, parents don't take the responsibilities. Is not that you give them a good environment and they will feel glad about it. How do you tell them, if they come to tell you, [I don't like my daddy mommy always like to argue] or [I don't like my daddy]?

I can say more, above is just the communication part. Education part? Haa, you'll know if you check their homework. Teachers are just to guide them and teach them according syllabus. They have no responsibility to help you to teach your kids. Those parents, please! Is not too late, if not, its too late to regret.

解答

也许因为 先产生的好感
所以才胡思乱想了一通
把自己的感情复杂化

依赖 习惯 我的坏习惯

原来那不是喜欢
原来我还是找不到那实在感
我还是让疑问与好奇
埋没了真相
或许我不想理解
或许我懒得思考
毕竟有些事 越想 越复杂

应该没事了
我的疑问
应该被解答了

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[心,放空了 寂寞,好了]

S T O P

If is wrong, why still doing it?
Stop everything before its too late.
You know you won't like it!
You know what is the consequences!
Damn!

Miracle never happens!
Don't ever dream!

Coming Back

I'm doing good today. Happy!

I read blogs and facebook a lot!! There are so many different things happen around. I'm just being ridiculous, for being to emotional.

I used to write all in Chinese, cause I can express better, and Chinese words are more beautiful. (to me) Most of the girls like to write post about what happen in their life, posting all the photos they took. Its nice, if you're pretty.(Sorry, no offense!) Its like a trend, you know how people likes to be famous and attracts more people to know them, in other words, wanna be famous! (Again, no offense) Some, they write very well, with very beautiful words. People tend to learn or copy, I don't know, they somehow wish to be like one of those. So they write in that particular way too. But you can see the difference. Its like, oh please! Sorry, I sound offensive, but I don't mean anything.

Like why people have to copy others and can't be themselves? They are not confident enough, or they think people will like them better if they do so? I'm actually thinking am I like one of those? Maybe in some way, I'm like that too? Anyway, just be yourself people.


P/s: Thanks for all the concerns lately. I'm good now :)
*P/s: Don't try to impress me people. I hate that, very much, FYI :)